I cried

I cried so much until I couldn’t even breath. Two sleepless nights and broke my promise to never hurt myself again. I broke it the same way you promised to never leave me, especially when you and I knew I needed you most. You just didn’t care that I needed you. You were probably not concerned. I begged you to come back to me, but you ignored my pleads. It was such empty hope, I knew you forgot about me and all of our memories were long gone. In the last few months we barely even made memories, you didn’t even pay attention to me. I knew you never even cared about me. I no longer needed you, but I wanted you. I wanted you so bad.